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WAHOO! *CARTWHEEL*
Steven got me roses, I'm going to my favorite restaurant, I got a new job, today really, -really- couldn't be better!
I love my hubby and friends! <3


I Can't Even ExplainI can't explain this feeling, It's all bundled up inside. The way I'm really feeling, Is lost among the lies. Between reality and fantasy, Lies the truth amid the trash, Lies the truth amid the turmoil, Lies the truth amid the fears. I can't explain the confusion, The want to know, Just what it all means. I know I want more, But I can't make it come about. Everything is fifty feet above me, Holding me, Puppet strings, tying me down. This fluttering, This nausea, This tidal wave of the unexplainable, It's taking me nowhere. AI Can't Even Explain


Thank youI'm afraid almost all of the time. For some reason, When you smile, That fear goes away. For some reason, When I dream of you, I feel like life makes sense. No more worries, No more cares, Someone who treats me, Like I'm the strongest person alive. Someone who knows, What my life was like, And respects me, Instead of judging me. The way you grin, And the way you laugh, When I constantly apologize. The way I can do anything at all, And it's ok to you. It feels like I can't mess up, Not with you here, Not with my lThank you


I Will Fade AwayI will fade away If I don't do this. I promise you, I will fade away. I will blow out, Like a spent candle, Lost in the day. I want to light your life, Be the glow in your soul, But I am weakening, My fear feeding off air, As I struggle to breathe. I flicker and flutter, Unsure of my purpose, Fear eating away when I dream, And I'm sure, That if I don't leave, I will fade away.I Will Fade Away
I will fade away, I can see it happening, Everytime I lay down. And from my screams, I rise again, Not ready to die, Bu


It's Lonely TonightIt's lonely tonight. My limbs are weakening, My sight is failing, My mind is seeking, And I'm not finding a thing. My heart clenches, At the thought of losing control, Because I'm not sure, What to do anymore. I have these doubts, They keep me up at night, Doubts of life and love, Of happiness and hope, And how I think they're all a lie. It doesn't help that I deny, All of these things, It just makes me question my sanity, As I speak myself, Back into reality. So I just sit here and hide, Behind my fake world, Lying toIt's Lonely Tonight


A Man Named MiseryLight residing in nothing, not even the sun The limits between night and day have been undone All day hes in his own dark, freezing cold room Theres not enough food to survive, so his own soul he has to consume Nothing but frost covers his cold, dark heart He begs for just one chance to cry, and finally come apartA Man Named Misery
Grip your soul Let the anguish rip its way out Experience the changes The grieving drought Let the anger push and pull Let your whole body be consumed Feel the spirits of Misery release
Body no longer doomed
Light residing in nothing,


I Am a RoseI am a rose, and I’m a failure at it. My bloom is not delightfully vibrant. My petals do not smell lovely and ripe. I shatter under any fluorescent light.I Am a Rose
I am here, but I am invisible as well. I am a part of an over spoken tale. People see through my clear shape. A rose not beautiful is now clichéd.
I do no one any good, for I’m not helpful. I cannot decorate, for I’m not beautiful. I have no way to make something of myself so I sit and rot on this desolate shelf..
I am alone and it will be like this forever. I’m one piece of trash that is no o
they are awesome
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__"Find what you love. Love what you find."__
__~~"Every day is a new day, every day is different. Life being given, life being taken. Nothing is ever repeated, time never stops. The past is gone, the present is now, and the future never comes. "~~__
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"Rise like Lions after slumber
In unvaquishable number.
Shake your chains to earth like dew
Which in sleep had fallen on you-
Ye are many--they are few."
Percy Bysshe Shelley
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